In their mind, it was pain. To us, it was pleasure.

My right most eye is out of angles and on a frequent basis, is a subject to acute Uveitis and Ulcer, but it stops as soon as I take 0.1% dexamethasone(which boosts my IOP if less or Decreases it if more). When my eyes are no longer red, they(the parents) no longer see the need for a check-up. I used the leverage of Internet to download the Glaucoma book and learned a thing or two about eyes and now I may know how to maintain its good condition but the moment I stop taking care of it, it restores into either Uveitis or Ulcer or simple Red State. I stress my eyes be checked after the bacteria is cleansed so doctor may check my eyesight but that request is denied(financial reasons). It sometimes strikes me what ignorance does to a man? Indeed, we will have our hours when we are abundant with time, money, freedom and healthy relationships.) I admire the MED concept from 4 Hour Body. If I don't have meat, vegetables are available for a clean and healthy diet. I did switch to Slow-Carb Diet before a Ketogenic Diet because I wanted an MED. In the "Islamic Republic" of Pakistan, you have to fast for 30 days. Now I see other people complain about their health and how that diet is unsuitable. The thoughts running in my brain at the time; "Well, you shoot for Mount Everest without climbing a 500 meter hill, your fault." Now I'm pretty much okay with Intermittent Fasting. Things backfire if not taken incremental steps from a Minimum Effective Dose. There's a point of diminishing returns to my knowledge and teaching! no matter what, it doesn't get in the way of their static, ignorant mental states. First I ask for education, get denied. Then I learn things on my own and then get denied when trying to pass my knowledge! That may be one reason I started blogging daily. To project my thoughts and may a person or two benefit, if not my own people.

As striking to me these little ignored events are, other striking things include as a kid I had blonde hairs! until I was 3. It darkened and darkened until it became mostly black(not jet black). My own biology interested me more(so to speak) than others(obviously, what else to do in Pakistan). Please note in the book Art of War, Sun Tzu says, "If our soldiers are not overburdened with money, it is not because they have a distaste for riches; if their lives are not unduly long, it is not because they are disinclined to longevity. " And I don't have distaste for both.

Of all the tools that help me maintain my sanity, this music of Melanie Martinez works 100%.